fleeing-to-neverland asked:

So recently I've this obsession with Occult and things as such. It's like I want to know everything about it and I can't seem to shake the idea of it from my mind. While at the same time it seems like such a dumb thing to follow. But I don't know, why can't my mind let it go. I think about it and research it and just want to talk about it all the time. Although, no one around me shares this feeling so I cannot. What does this mean? What do I do?

Why would it be dumb thing to be interested in the occult? Why do you think you should do something about it? Do you fear possible revelations? Or you just afraid of what society will say? You sound totally confused, but I do not understand why? Let me know.